Sometimes when we asked for sadness it will come goodness and happiness sometimes if we asked for happiness and goodness it will come sadness and suffering. This is life a real life. We need to be strong. Sometimes we asked to Allah that He can make our life easier but He give some of suffering because He knows what's the best for us. Today I hear that her family and her will be there at 22nd December on next week and I feel like why are you guys treat me like that? Why so cruel? And please kay I can't stand with it anymore guys. I really love them, I really love to be there but the time doesn't allow me to be at there with him and you. I really miss him. And I want to meet him quickly because it's been 4 months I left him and his family. Ya Allah I ask You for make me strong because I really need it right now. Ya Allah please push forward the time that I will be through with tears. I can't stand with it and my tears will fell all night long. And everyday I will cry over her and him And I just I want to runaway and get a better life but I can't because it's my Karma and I do believe in Karma and this is real miserable life bro. I really want him to be with me right now because I miss him like a lot and more suffering. I only have her by my side and she give me strength to help me to meet tomorrow. She inspired me, she make me strong, she always be my wall to protect me from sadness, she always make me laugh, she always be in my heart forever after. She like my own sister and I really love her I swear I will keep caring on her because I won't separate with her. I need her in life. She understand me. Eventhough we keep on fighting every single day but I really love her becasue I need her in my life she my breathe. I can be breathless without her in my life. Thanks adik. Kakak sangat sayangkan awak. Kakak janji akan jaga awak sebaik mungkin. I won't separate with her please God I really need her in my life and only death can separate us apart.

Ya Allah I really love her because no one will know how it feel when I have her in my life. She such my own sister. Dear Aunt please don't let her go please stay with us because I need her so much. I really hope one day I will keep caring on her forever after. I promise :') dia hadiah paling bermakna dalam hidup saya. Jgn pisahkan kami Ya Allah. Saya amat menyayangi dia seperti nyawa saya sendiri.