Only God know how he Hurt me // 25 August 2010
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25.8.10 |
 Dia dah dicintai dan mencintai so what type of you lahhh bella , Reza has told me many time 'let it be and he has a girl bella please let him go and he's happy on your suffering so tell me that you hate him please!' Reza I can't hate him and I can't let him go so please I feel like sorry for my heart , this is my bodies fault not my heart because when I saw him with my two eyes I say alamakkk dialahh kat atas tuhhhh and sometime when he texted me I will say Thanks Allah tapi kenapa dia mesti text aku tiap minggu ? and my hand will be cool and my heart is shocked for awhile. I know reach end of my life even he don't want look at me Trust me ! Again , tangan nihhhh rasa macam nak tgk myspace dia , alaaahhh bukak myspace bukan sebab nak online tp sebab nak tgk tagged photos dia ada tak perempuan itu , perempuan yg dipuja-puja walaupun lelaki itu dah ada girlfriend yg sama taraf dgn aku. Level dia sama je lahhhh cuma dia anak orang kaya lahhhh kutt. Let me hate you because it's too hurt to say I hate you and let me love you even I don't want you to know. Last night is a beautiful full moon light and I know his still happy with her and I need to be strong Bella. Let him never know I love him because I know he will get a unconscious maybe terus mati kutt. Okay today my result is okay and masih tiada yg failed tapi masih upset sebab semua menurun dari A ke C dari B ke C and dari C ke D , and yg paling sedih sebab awal lagi dulu ustazah dah bg ceramah sebab 'tahun lepas kamu boleh kalah dgn Akmal dan kamu yg paling tinggi tapi kenapa sekarang tak boleh nabilahhhhh ?' huda menyibuk 'alahhh ustazah nabilah sorang jehh ke ?' ramai lagi tapi dia sorang yg ustazah igt sebab dia memg paling tinggi tahun lepas dia sorg dapat A' 'ustazah tahu tak pe :-*' 'kamu yg sepatutnya tahu tak pe' sejak dari tuhhh ustazah asyik senyum jehh kalau tgk bella kenapa eh ? alaaahhhhh salah ke ustazah nak tgk kau bella ? alaaahhh memg tak salah tapi pelik jehh kutt. Let see if my maths failed , huhhh it mean bella dah mampusss sampai Pmr nanti , habis pmr bernafas balik yeee. But I really hope my math can get better even cukup untuk menyara hidup ! at the norning session :) 'jie maksud widowed janda kannnnn' "ape ? without ? tanpa lahhh" 'bukannn w-i-d-o-w-e-d' 'ohhhh a'ah kenapa?' 'takkkk aku letak status aku dekat facebook widowed' 'lahhh ye ke ? eh eh thanks bella buat facebook aku , ye lahh bersemangat kau kann nak buatkan sebab ada computer baru' 'welcominggggg , tapi janda kan maksud dia' ye , kau kenapa baru lepas patah hati dgn "E ?' 'a'ah kau tak tahu ke ?' alahhh kesian kau , janda anak berapa ?' 'tak beranak sekor punnnn' bella , jijie : janda berhias ! (ketawa macam dunia aku yg punya) |
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