How I feel ? // 28 August 2010
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Hey Heart , Please stop liking him You're hurting yourself :'(
I don't want to admitYeah perlu ke untuk mengaku ? no need to ! ye nanti mungkin malu yg akan dpt , kalau tak pernah nampak dia tak apa tapi kalau dah macam tiap-tiap hari nampak macam mana ? tapi kalau hati dah sakit pulak macam mana ? kalau dah tahap menderita pulak ? Okay that's enough kayhhh , letting this love dwell for once only ♥
hari nihhhh kannnn kerja bella adalah tidur sepanjang masa , puasa lahhh kannnnnn :) satu kerja pun malas nak buat , saja jehhh nak bg mak bising sampai dah bernanah telinga nihhh. Sorry mom , esok je lahh kita kemas , mak kan nak beli kerusi baru kannnn. Rumah bella luas sgt so banyaklahhhh habuk dan segala macam jenis sampah terselit melit so esok je lahhhhhh ye mak ! penat lahhhh hari nihhh rasa macam sakit gila hati nak buat kerja tuhhh.
Count that dayPmr is comes around so study punnnnn belum perfect lagi , dahhh ready ke belum tak tahu apa jawapan bila ada orang tanya , bila fikir banyak kali pmr aku nihhhh lagi berapa hari and bila fikir pasal raya study memg dahhhh hancur lg mampus lahhhhhh. Kenapa nihhhh ? Apa yg dah jadi ? When I look at my trial result memg tak puas hati walaupun setakat ini belum ada yg failed lg. My friend said 'dasar kau anak tak bersyukur belum ada yg failed dah merungut' alahhh sorry lahhh , aku rasa macam dah khatam jehhh aku baca buku tahu ! macam buku tuh dah terkoyak sebab selalu selak , alahhh selak jehhh bukan baca kutt , sambil selak sambil bacalahhhh , aduhhh ! Day to day it won't be perfect makin dark lagi adalahhh macam tak nak bright langsung , dekat sekolah memg ketawa yg boleh hilangkan stress , ehhhh sejak bila aku hidap stress nihh ? Semenjak pmr dah nak dekat dan patah hati ! okaylahh I must study from day to day until pmr coming soon :'( Dear Parents , Please understand that I studied realllllll hard for this exams. Don't get mad at me please :)
preparing for examination 1. Don't forget to pray after solat 2. Believe in yourself that I can do it 3. Don't get any mad for everyone 4. Don't dare to leave a solat 5. Study from 8 p.m till 10 p.m or yg sama waktu dgnnya 6. Selalu buat baik jgn pernah jd gila 7. Stop being a laziness student 8. Stop laughing like gilaaa ahh
When my mum upset sorry for my fault mum , I know she upset and disappointed with my mathematics result. I don't want to do that mum I feel like huhhh I can't say how I'm upset too :'( I will do my best for pmr soon mum so I hope that she's not sad. I know my parents wanna see their daughter have a bright future because me the only one children that they have so the fact is they don't want my future dark. I Love You Parents :') I will do my best kayhh
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